i have a beautiful life.

SO WHAT GIVES?

honestly. i am so blessed.

how many people can say that they have hair the colour of cherries and chocolate? (this girl.)

how many people can say that after being fired, they've lived well for 5 months after? (this girl.)

how many teenage girls can say that they can fully pursue all passions that they have? (this girl.)

yet, who isn't pursuing all passions that she has?

...... THIS GIRL.

i'mma get my head on straight, and (soon) will tell you how i really feel. but until then, this girl is realizing that she should always have her head in the clouds, and be walking on sunshine. because honestly, if she isn't.. who has reason to? sure, she needs a lot of refining. and a heck've a lot more direction and guidance. but she'll make it someday. she's just being a dopey mope, and needs to get out of this rut. (also, she needs to stop writing in her journal, or at least transcribe some of it on to here.)

overheard @cartel-

"she's known.. for so many things- beautiful, funny, smart and ridiculous all around.."

uhm, please? thanks.

xo.

SAMM

with two m's. only because you picked up on it.

well look at who it is.

Originally uploaded by Meg Brooke

ME.
the end.

never wanted a prolife post.

but it appears that here is one, in the making.

It is hard to have patience with people who say "There is no death" or "Death doesn't matter." There is death. And whatever is matters. And whatever happens has consequences, and it and they are irrevocable and irreversible. You might as well say that birth doesn't matter.

C. S. Lewis

this quote is beautifully stated. defending life and death in the same instance.

i could never fathom You at all.

i'm currently in the process of organizing/gutting my entire room and all of its contents. i'm finding a lot of stupid things that i can not believe i'm cluttering my room with, and a lot of things that i'm so glad i held on to.

here's some photos of my progress:

exhibit A - everything strewn across my floor, and a tiny clothes pile in the background.

exhibit B - my beautifully colour-organized bookshelf! getting to the bottom-most shelves for journals, magazines +such.

[ i don't want to fit You in my pocket; cause You are brighter than the sun. ]