I dont base it on feeling. 'we walk by faith, not by sight'. Im not THAT foolish. Ive been reading the bible a lot, through this hard year and for this blog. Job's a good'un. It's helped me understand that EVERYthing needs to fall apart in order for it to get better. Just sucks that thats kinda how Im being shown by God that Im loved. He loves me enough to rescue me from the ruins of reality though. Which really, is enough.