i have a beautiful life.

SO WHAT GIVES?

honestly. i am so blessed.

how many people can say that they have hair the colour of cherries and chocolate? (this girl.)

how many people can say that after being fired, they've lived well for 5 months after? (this girl.)

how many teenage girls can say that they can fully pursue all passions that they have? (this girl.)

yet, who isn't pursuing all passions that she has?

...... THIS GIRL.

i'mma get my head on straight, and (soon) will tell you how i really feel. but until then, this girl is realizing that she should always have her head in the clouds, and be walking on sunshine. because honestly, if she isn't.. who has reason to? sure, she needs a lot of refining. and a heck've a lot more direction and guidance. but she'll make it someday. she's just being a dopey mope, and needs to get out of this rut. (also, she needs to stop writing in her journal, or at least transcribe some of it on to here.)

overheard @cartel-

"she's known.. for so many things- beautiful, funny, smart and ridiculous all around.."

uhm, please? thanks.

xo.

SAMM

with two m's. only because you picked up on it.